The crazy journey we call LIFE

Monday, August 21, 2006

Song: You Give Me Something by James Morrison

You only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might call you from my heart

But it might be a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Are gonna come out anyway

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Natural Highs

The world is full of natural highs...here are my favourites:

  1. Falling in love.
  2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
  3. A hot shower.
  4. No lines at the supermarket.
  5. A special glance.
  6. Getting mail.
  7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
  8. Hearing your favourite song on the radio.
  9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
  10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
  11. Milkshakes!
  12. A good conversation.
  13. The beach.
  14. Finding money in your jeans pocket.
  15. Laughing at yourself.
  16. Holding a newborn baby.
  17. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
  18. Running through sprinklers.
  19. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
  20. Having someone tell you you're beautiful.
  21. Laughing at an inside joke.
  22. Friends.
  23. Accidently overhearing someone say something nice about you.
  24. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
  25. Taking a dip in the pool after sunbathing in the hot sun.
  26. Dancing the night away.
  27. Playing with a new puppy.
  28. Having someone play with your hair.
  29. Sweet dreams.
  30. Hot chocolate or just CHOCOLATE.
  31. Swinging on swings.
  32. Road trips with friends.
  33. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
  34. Holding hands with someone you care about.
  35. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
  36. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
  37. Watching the sunrise.
  38. Knowing that somebody misses you.
  39. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
  40. Knowing you've done the right thing no matter what other people think.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Marina with the El Gindi's

Time is the best gift you can ever give someone...

I was talking with Lina, one of my closest friends, this past weekend and she talked to me about this quote she read in a book that was so profoundly true! "Time is the most precious thing that you can ever give someone". Time is one thing you can never get back. You give time to people you care about and you get frustrated when people waste your time. When a dear friend calls you on a regular basis, is there for you to cry with when you are sad and be happy with when you are glad, this is the most amazing thing they can ever give you. It means more than expensive gifts which you can exchange, or can buy again. The time they give you can never be compensated. Remember this quote when you find yourself wasting other people's time; that's also the worst thing you could do to anyone. When you park your car in the middle of the street and increase traffic you are wasting other people's time, when someone loves you but you dont love them back you are wasting their time by not telling them, when you tell someone you are meeting them at 8 but get their at 9 you are again wasting their time...there are endless examples so think about it. Time is a precious gift, not things, TIME...

FINALLY! A second opinion!

As you watch the news these days you see everyone interpreting events in the exact same way; pro one side and anti the other. I would wonder, we are a world full of intelligent people who have opinions, so why are we ALWAYS seeing one side of the story on TV? Here's George Galloway who finally saved me by offering a second opinion...finally we have something to think about. Having more than one opinion out there makes you think, forces you to consider both sides before making any specific judgement. Please have a look to remind yourself that there are always 2 sides to every story and that if the media doesn't show you both sides then you should look for the missing side yourself...be proactive!
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Friday, August 11, 2006

Back from Istanbul!

A week ago my family and I started our family trip to Istanbul, Turkey. We were energized, ready, and prepared for the usual LONG walks with our maps and cameras, ready for the early breakfasts and long days of absorbing in a new culture and touristic attractions...but we arrive to Istanbul and it was freakin HOT!! And I mean HOT!! 38 and 39 degrees for the whole week! We were literally dying...we'd wake up go into the streets and push push push ourselves to get to a certain place then once we get there its like "ok great we got here, now take the tour super fast so we can run back to the AC in the hotel"! But the AC in the hotel wasn't working half the time even so that was even more killing! But in the end we made the most of it and we had fun...instead of seeing 5 places in one day like we usually do on these trips we spread it out a little so we spent less time in the heat, more time napping to regain our energy, while at the same time managed to see all the major sites in 7 days. Istanbul turned out to be ALOT more interesting than I thought...I mean you're sorta in Europe but also not in Europe at the same time. You'd walk around in big streets, with less crowds, where girls wore what they wanted, and where the city seemed more modern then back home but then you see crazy taxi drivers, chain smokers, a couple of rare Arabic speakers, veiled girls, Shawerma sandwiches, and you'd hear the calls to prayers in Arabic 5 times a day like you do at home! At first I'd hear this call to prayers and wonder where I was! It was really strange for me in the first couple of days because it would be the only time I hear Arabic the whole day while knowing I'm in Europe and not the Middle East. What's also interesting is that Istanbul has a European and an Asian side so you stand on the European side and just have to cross a bridge to be in the Asian side. That was pretty cool!

On the day we arrived we went to visit Dolmabache Palace which is where the Sultans and Caliphs used to live with their families. This palace was just massive! It had hundreds of rooms, HUGE chandeliers, and beautiful items that came as gifts from Egypt and elsewhere. I felt like I had stepped into a much grander and much more extravacant version of my late grandfather's apartment! The furniture looked the same with its bulkiness and style. It even smelt like my grandfather's house with the parkee floors and sort of musky smell. We took a tour of the place with a guide and got introduced to a world of 4.5 ton chandeliers, high ceilings with artistic paintings, and expensive gifts from world leaders. I must say it was the first time I enjoy touring a palace...I usually get bored to death!

On the second day we took a boat cruise on the Bosphorus. Here we were in the sea that separated the European side of Istanbul from its Asian side. This cruise lasted an hour but I just loved the wind blowing in my face and taking pictures of the unique things we saw on the riverside like the many mosques, restaurants, and EXPENSIVE summer houses. After the tour, my family and I left the tour group and went to the Sultan Ahmet area where we visted Aya Sofia and the Blue Mosque. Aya Sofia was the strangest thing I had ever seen! It used to be a church but was turned into a mosque by one of Turkey's many rulers. Imagine walking in to find pictures of the Virgin Mary right next to verses from the Quran! It was very interesting. My brother Hassan found his name written in the church/mosque as well so we took alot of pictures of him under it haha. Generally speaking its a pretty popular name in Turkey; many shops & restaurants were called HassanThe Blue Mosque was magnificant in size and is still used till today as a place to pray. It was a beautiful building from the outside as well as the inside unlike Aya Sofia which was not that amazing from the outside.

On the third day we met up with the tour group to go to the Princes's Islands which are a group of islands where people either live or go for summer vacations. One of the islands has NO motor vehicles; people move around with a horse carriage or bikes. That's the island we visited and we took a carriage ride around the island which was fun.

On the fourth day we went to visit Topkapi Palace which is where the Sultans of Turkey used to live before moving to Dolmabache Palace later on. We visited the Harem section of the palace which we didnt do in Dolmabache. For you guys who dont know, Harem is where the many wives and kids of the Sultan used to live. Its also where the African maids were taught how to serve the Sultan and if any one of them caught his eye they'd be his wife while the rest would continue to serve the palace. The palace also has many sacred Islamic relics such has the Prophet Mohamed's hair, foot print, and swords. After the palace we went to the grand bazaar that everyone was praising and it was a copy of Khan El Khalili! Hehe everything from fabrics to silver to charging higher prices to the tourists!

On the sixth day we visited the Sulaymaniyya Mosque which was also very magnificent. It was huge and very pretty. Took a little too many photos there! The architect of this mosque is very famous according to my dad and has done some pretty great pieces of work. Don't ask me for his name coz I cant remember I'm afraid. After that we looked for the Egyptian Bazaar...yes such a place exists in Turkey. Its a market that sells spices, candles, fabrics, Turkish delights, and other items. It was built in order to sell Egyptian goods in specific hence the name.

At night we used to go walking in Istiklal Street, a huge shopping street by the hotel, and sit at coffee shops drinking Turkish tea and playing Tawla. Askoura, I beat my brother many times and he was going crazy coz he thought my luck with the dice was just too much! He kept swearing that if it wasnt for my VERY good luck he would have beat me easily...he reminded me of someone I know...hint hint hehe. Why can't you both admit that I am just better than you at tawla??? hehe

Overall the trip was great...we got to spend some time together as a family plus see a new place and experience a new culture. The heat was the only real problem! Now I'm a bit more refreshed to get back to work...at least I didnt think about work for 7 whole days!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Hacker episode 2!

Ok, so after spending a day of being unable to access my msn nor my hotmail account I decided to open a new msn and hotmail account and to just forget what happened. Then, surprise surprise, I get to work and the pc logs me into my old account as if nothing happened! With my old password and everything...so I started becoming suspicious. I had a feeling that whoever did this was this weird guy who had added me then when I discovered he was someone I didnt know I blocked and deleted him. I had a feeling that this may have aggrevated him but to push him to hack me...didnt think so...but again surprise surprise when I logged into my old account there was the weird guy back on my list! So I now knew who had done this...so I get on my hotmail account and change my password, secret question, everything. Then once I made sure I was safe I decided to chat with this idiot. I said "thanks for hacking my account" and he said "thanks for hacking it or giving it back to you". How aggrevating and annoying is that??!! Anyway to cut a long story short, he thought it was annoying that I blocked and deleted him so he decided to hack me to get revenge, plus he threatened to hack me again. This annoyed the hell out of me! He couldnt hack me again but him just being so proud of himself got me mad. So the IT people at work called the police station, computer intelligence section and sent the IP address and everything to them. Then I went to the police station and filed a complaint there and they told me they'd monitor the hacker. I don't know if filing this complaint will do anything but at least I did my part.