Why Not Spent It With Me?

Usually when we work, we look for the free time to run an errand, visit a friend, attend a wedding, etc. and we feel like that's the best way to make use of your free time. I am VERY like that to an extreme degree. If I have a day off and am not doing some sort of activity or checking off someone off my list of friends to see, I feel my day has been wasted. But, I found myself wondering today, why doesn't come across my mind to spend that time with me? Just me. Am I not worthy of some free time? Maybe when I do that I'll feel less restless, less lost, less tired, less unstable. Wouldn't it be great to just go home, lay on my back on my bed just staring at the ceiling and listening to my own thoughts? I would think that if my mind, heart, or body were trying to tell me something at any point I would never hear it. When would I between my work, phone calls, and outings? Spending time with ME is my plan for tomorrow and I am quite excited to do it!