New Years Resolutions
A little late I know but I got home today thinking that maybe it was about time to admit that yes new years eve has passed, yes it is 2009, and yes you are turning 26 this year...so are we gonna sit and ignore it? Follow the crowd and realize that it'll probably be a "TOUGH" year? It kinda started that way though didnt it? Well...even if it does, doesn't mean I cant still have my own resolutions...but then should I write them here and risk not following them? Oh well...why not! Since I still dunno what my resolutions are, I have nothing to fear hehehe.
Hmmm...lets see...
1. Do sports before going to work. Why is this hard? I have the time, I go to work at 10pm...might mean I have to cut down on outings to sleep early, but why not? I miss the energy boost of doing sports.
2. Enjoy spending time with me. I used to be able to do this and now I cant stand it. Wanna try painting again, sitting and really listening to music, writing my thoughts down, etc.
3. Meet new people. I used to be good at this but now feeling myself slip into the comfortable zone most people are in; go to work, and spend time with your close circle whom you never get to see. This is great coz you spend your free time with people who matter but that doesnt mean you still cant make the time to meet new people and learn more about what's out there.
4. Spend more quality time with the people who matter. This kinda contradicts with the last resolution but I need to do more of this really. I will admit outloud now that I am very dependent on people; my mood is very much related to my relationships to the people who mean the most to me. So would be good for my soul to remember that :)
5. Learn to accept the bad in growing up. The more you see in life, the less secrets to life there are. You become less innocent, less gallible, less amazed, and this is just a fact of life, not something to cry over. I want to learn to accept it and grow from it to keep my life fruitful.
6. Decide who and what I wanna be in the year 2010 so that I spend 2009 going towards that.
7. Allow myself to want things again :) I did a good job of not caring to WANT anything in the past few years...I think that's enough of that now :)
Hmmm...if I keep going I'll probably get into things that are too private so I'll just leave it at that :) Good night to 2008, you were quite a handful and quite a difficult year. I am pretty glad to say goodbye to you, but I must say that you had your precious moments that will stay with me forever. Hoping 2009 will have more of the moments and less of the saddness.
Hmmm...lets see...
1. Do sports before going to work. Why is this hard? I have the time, I go to work at 10pm...might mean I have to cut down on outings to sleep early, but why not? I miss the energy boost of doing sports.
2. Enjoy spending time with me. I used to be able to do this and now I cant stand it. Wanna try painting again, sitting and really listening to music, writing my thoughts down, etc.
3. Meet new people. I used to be good at this but now feeling myself slip into the comfortable zone most people are in; go to work, and spend time with your close circle whom you never get to see. This is great coz you spend your free time with people who matter but that doesnt mean you still cant make the time to meet new people and learn more about what's out there.
4. Spend more quality time with the people who matter. This kinda contradicts with the last resolution but I need to do more of this really. I will admit outloud now that I am very dependent on people; my mood is very much related to my relationships to the people who mean the most to me. So would be good for my soul to remember that :)
5. Learn to accept the bad in growing up. The more you see in life, the less secrets to life there are. You become less innocent, less gallible, less amazed, and this is just a fact of life, not something to cry over. I want to learn to accept it and grow from it to keep my life fruitful.
6. Decide who and what I wanna be in the year 2010 so that I spend 2009 going towards that.
7. Allow myself to want things again :) I did a good job of not caring to WANT anything in the past few years...I think that's enough of that now :)
Hmmm...if I keep going I'll probably get into things that are too private so I'll just leave it at that :) Good night to 2008, you were quite a handful and quite a difficult year. I am pretty glad to say goodbye to you, but I must say that you had your precious moments that will stay with me forever. Hoping 2009 will have more of the moments and less of the saddness.
posted by Mai Daoud @ 12:09 AM
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