Happy New Year! Its 2006!

The year 2006 is almost here! It got me thinking about all that has happened in the past year and all that I wish to happen in the coming year. What can I say...thinking too much can be a pain! Hehe. But what I realized is all I really want for the coming year is comfort. I want to be more comfortable in my own skin. More comfortable in my job. More comfortable with my family and friends. The past year has been somewhat stressful...alot of questions about where I want to be, what I want to do, and who I really am. I want to be comfortable with the idea that these questions may never be answered, at least not at this very second. I want to be able to sleep at night looking forward to the next day just because I am comfortable with the idea that I dont know what will happen tomorrow! Who I'll meet, what I'll do. Instead of worrying about the unknown, I want to be comfortable and happy knowing that tomorrow is a mystery. A mystery that does not need to be solved at this very second. I want not only to believe in fate but to also understand it...to understand that I was meant to feel so lost now, to know that things are the way they should be, and that there will always be a tomorrow, and that there will always be change in my life...the ups and the downs. If this year had more downs than ups then next year will have more ups than downs.