My diagnosis is: Music-dependent
A very close friend of mine is a psychologist and she sorta sat with me and discovered my whole character and personality from a scribble I did. And she got things so right to the point that she discovered things about me that I didnt even know! I usually dont believe in this stuff but she really knew what she was doing...she did it for me on a bus ride home and she did it for another guy too and through the whole bus ride he was like "how the hell did u know that!" and he'd stay thinking and thinking then ask her again! She's awesome...and one of my closest friends in the world...I love you NOHA! One of the things she discovered was my sorta dependence on music! I never realized how much I depended on music till she said it. I tend to listen to music all the time! When I'm happy, sad, distracted, lost, etc. But why I do it...always to help me feel whatever I am feeling even more...it allows my feelings in that particular moment to intensify. And afterwards I feel better...its as if its my therapy. And most of the time its the lyrics that get to me...many songs can really affect me just because of the lyrics...even if the song sucks! So I thought it would be interesting to put a song in my blog every now and then that expresses the way I feel in a particular moment then look at my blog again later. It should be interesting.

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